Tess. 23. Cape Cod. Chris ♡. Mass Maritime. My dog. Horseback riding. Violin. Tea. Pop Punk. Hardcore. Cigarettes. Alcohol. Aimless driving. Tattoos.


I can not make my sadness & pain sound poetic or beautiful . I’m a horrible fucking mess and theres nothing beautiful about that.

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The worst part about depression that’s on again off again is that you can never tell if you’re making progress and actually feel better or if you just had a couple of good days and the second something goes wrong you’ll be right back where you started.